今天下午,为自己买了3对cool毕了的earing,还有hair decoration,喜欢在试戴时旁人也问"她这个多少钱?"根本不用怀疑自己的眼光!而且还喜欢大妈(不是托儿哦,路过,路过)凑过来说"她戴这个挺适合她的"girl 善待自己吧!

 

Saturday night:David gives gifts to me which brought from Chicago I feel happy .

Thank for David.oh oh harass---lipbalm!

 

3d design exam in March,so...I have to reduce the "date "with Marko.

 

Sara,I should meet her in Jau and Miller,no way, out of shcedule.

 

oh,,how can i make my blog colorful and special!!!!any suggestions? mostly just express my feeling and vent something here ,,,hmmm  huh  oops

 

그애를 행복하게 해줄 수 있는 사람은 나밖에 없어요---I am the only who can give you happiness!

나밖에 나밖에---I am the only one,,,,,remember!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ben dan still there,he doesnt leave away or disappear..just for his 3d design study in night and have appointements day,..

 

wow this is celebrated night: champagne-bed-shower-celebration..

 

dont hope me love you forever,as you are deserved already...

 

好高兴大家都回到各自的岗位了,或许是我容忍不了只有我一个人的办公室只有一个人的工作氛围,R昨天喝醉了因为以为全世界的警察都要通缉他,因为他说我不可爱!!!习惯了,我还能说什么,我又要老一岁了!!!我就要那一刻,心动的那一刻!!!!是我想得太多了,,,最后~

 

老什么老是打赌,最后我还不是赢家!欠饭累累,明天MOST部里能源交通的HD这只猪,没饭蹭啊,设计一下路线!!干脆...嘿嘿~~~~~~~~`hoho--gege

 

 

 

居然有人说我做梦还讲“方言梦话”－－才意识到自己很有爆发力。真的就这样继续着最近的不正常了吗？

 

 

我要如何度过下一个冬季？我要开始下一个冬季！

 

收到R的回信固然很兴奋了，想想那家黑森林面包店总是沉浸在那一刻，他妻子常说：“unter dem pantoffel stehen ”站在拖鞋之下，有时不需要亲自出面，一小破拖鞋就把他压扁，好一个人高马大的日尔曼男人就这样～～～

 

PC进展的还可以，我需要做更多工作，需要考察很大的市场，一切的一切都还是零！要正式下海～～MS在等我的答复，我需要做的前期工作实在太多太多。不能让PC的所有人员失望！我死都要挤进去！

很抱歉我不能亲自告诉你，既然说忘记就忘记但是需要一点点的勇气。目前对我而言，你不是最重要的，因为我把目标看得比你重要－－我早已决定。狠心的我依旧可以闭上眼找个方法来原谅你，缘分似乎来得太晚，然而不能爱花再多的时间还是多余。我来不及问自己why？

 

 PS一段：

 

 

我又要叹了：虽是同类，看来女人还是得趁早，该配眼镜的配眼镜，勤滴些个珍珠明目液，擦擦心镜，洗洗脑筋，届时祈祷嫁的那一只青蛙，在漫长的时日里面，有望慢慢被自己驯养成一位类王子。 人生有很多时候，心力付够，运气不好也会遭遇坏结果。要是折腾半天，还是嫁给了癞蛤蟆，过一段日子，还发现他不仅癞，而且还带毒性，（体拉）那真是衰到头了。 

 

NOTE：比我小3岁的别来烦我◎◎ 有代沟！

 

娃哈哈，我最近活得很潇洒一定是老爸优秀基因“作祟”

真的真的，自己坐在巴士上发笑有人对我说：“Was ist los mit Dir(你怎么回事)?”；－－真扫兴，不知道该不该继续笑？

 

 

我也不知道我要说什么，但是总是有写点东西的渴望。大家说我的中文水平提高了，我更有动动笔的急切了！前些天一连说错好多字哦，是不是崇洋媚外导致的。可是你看人家吴处长汉语好日语也很跩！

 

25th Nov ，部里李老师处拿了3张票要我看车展－－从上周开始我们就想着去观摩。可是头两天是特意给专业人士安排的，然后就是上班没时间，till今天车展中那辆高达几百万的宾利居然被告知买走了～～～～～～～：（ 为了安抚自己，拿了很多画册。部分中国人的心理“有便宜占的，不占白不占”，偶遇一位大妈，一个劲抢纸袋往自己的chery QQ里塞。孩子说：“别拿那么多了”她确不以为然，这纸袋好，多拿几个以后装东西，反正也不收费。”话至此，我看看我手中的纸袋颇多（当然是宣传的MM塞给我的哦），我赶紧让同事帮忙整理一下资料后“遗弃”部分，这样才不被挂上一个“贪小便宜”的罪名啊！￥％＃◎×

 

还有部分姐姐们，为了抢汽车模型，妆也被整得变形了，发型也冲冠了，哎～～～～～～～～中国人口多不是罪，可是穿着斯文斯文出来抢模型就是你的不对！

 

好了，我就把车展的部分图片与大家share，当然尽量没有我在照片的为佳。。。。。。

 

科隆的天气变得好冷，卧室的床卧了一整晚也不暖～～～00999又友情提醒我有两个未接国际长途！每每看见他们说得那么开心我不知是开心还是极力夸大自己的感伤！！心里有点牵挂家，在夜深人静的时候我们说过一些撕心裂肺的话，想想不要轻易promise。

昨天陪MS很晚才入睡，他喜欢看我睡觉，这也不足为奇怪，大学时寝室的姐妹们都说我的睡姿要数一数二，爬着，卧着，基本上晚上2，3点人就自动“溜车”到床尾。想想609的床高达1。9要真滚下来，这可能时为什么我改善睡姿的原因之一！

 

听说mouse在韩国情绪波动很大，妈妈担心了即便我知道妈妈过于担心，一个晚上好几番电话！！我不得不mail mouse，可是他乐观的态度并不让我觉察他有不对头的地方。我想他一个人在韩国定是缺少可以倾诉的对象罢了！他跟我一样，肚里藏不住话，不满的时候喜欢在厕所唱上2－3小时的歌，鬼哭狼嚎一番，下场是浪费了1吨的水洗一个澡。

 

我们去了一个很繁华的地方，忘记名字了那里有红灯区还有一条很著名的河，好在R和M对前者不感兴趣－－－欣慰！！！

 

我也不知道怎么会哭了？WP再次失业！对我而言似乎没有什么可以关心或过问的，我或许很快搬离公寓。可是，我总是回想起他如何生存，果真我的生存能力比他强很多！！！我极力用最动情的语言的话说服他，可是总是invalid。这会儿，他或者在街头流浪，可是我还是很关心他，才知道什么称作：回报！a sense of appriciation is so important for all,a sense of regret and resentment can not help us go in any way,appriciation will keep us going on in many firled.learn to have a sense of appriciation.

 

Matt David 陆续回国了，他们告诉我很感伤。真的吗？那是不是在未来的一段时间内，我没有机会吃spaghtti，还有那西红柿＋鸡蛋＋红糖附加康必得！我的情绪低落了！！！！

 

MS 来之前我要好好养养，护肤护肤，其实我很臭美！但是我超级自信！！！！我要再强调：swimming build up ur body！

 

我已经把日程表写好了，就差落实了。谁知道是不是去潜水？万一抽筋了，啊？：（

 

 

 

Gregor :

Well gues we all have bad day. I have a huge headache, Erik is annoying, don't know what's his problem--

Let's hope tomorow is gonna be a sunny day!

Hard question. Life is long, but if I would be really in love with you if I would know that you are the perfect girl for me, then my answer would defenetly be, that you are the one and only for me

Problem is that we change through time

 Diferent needs through our lives

You can't be a burden to you bf. If anyone feels something like that, than I think there is no future for relationship

Yes, but I think that in this time that's hard. Hard to respect any kind of tradition. Diferent times

I think that if two people love eachother they don't need to get marry. I confess that I'm afraid to get maried. Don't know if I can explain in english why I feel thatI love my family and that's enough for me

Don't cry. I didn't get to send you the picture of Eric birthdy. When we were in ZOO i told him that you wished him heppy birthday. The I told him to wave to youHere is the picture for you from Erik

I think that if two people love eachother they the distance doesn't matter

Liebespaechen-Verheiraten,,然后又是Canayakin当地人告诉我诗离灵魂很近，，指代热情的意思！！your word doesn make me feel well.This time i knew better,I'am sorry~~~~~~

今天，和家里通了好几次电话，都是很小的事情。儿行千里母担忧过去几天的关键词是，suffer,tough...这是给我总结的，不知道什么缘故这两个词超级频繁地从我嘴里往外蹦。

 

但是...
“要去机场了吧 一日子会慢慢好起来 切麻烦都会慢慢过去 “I will always be that smiling chicago to make my friends smile.总觉得微笑是一种生活的力量 加油 我的朋友”
“回到科隆了吧？形迹匆匆 饯行都难 不管如何 都望珍重 事情虽多 有条不紊 解决就是 德国之行 一路顺风 乐观开心 享受生活 语句不通 敬请包含”“不用怕 有我在”...“我不会相信天都是蓝的 我也不会相信梦都是假的”“我觉得女生，最重要的还是让自己更精彩”
....
装起所有的鼓励和感动
Help myself to be more whole and real

 

科隆
   两个月前第一次去科隆，是做为去巴黎的中转站，除了站前雄伟的大教堂和繁华的商业街，并没有留下其他印象。再次来到这里，是做为去意大利的中转。由于时间充裕，让我有了重新认识它的机会。
   慕名去了巧克力博物馆，偏偏周一闭馆，但是却因此发现它的顶层平台是欣赏莱茵景色的好地点。
   从巧克力博物馆一路沿莱茵河回到大教堂，很多可爱又漂亮的房子，画一样嵌在铺满五彩落叶的路旁。
   登上大教堂的塔顶，157米高空，科隆没有让我失望。
   黄昏，再次爬上巧克力博物馆的高台，不远处跨河大桥上车流不息，河里的汽轮悄无声息划破水浪，岸边豪华游船觥帱交错烛光浪漫，对岸游乐场尖叫不断灯火辉煌...
   平台上只有我一个人，风吹得我抱紧肩膀，有些凉。
   再次回到车站，麦当劳，卡布其诺，两个月前的老地方。
   下一站，科隆机场。

 

我最近在看Prison Break的第二季，今晚看了第7集。
第一季是智慧较量，第二季是心理较量。我这么认为，partly。
第一季，我唯一记住的台词是“Just have a little faith”
第二季，目前为止我记住的台词是“You and me, is real”。MS对Sara说的。
我特别喜欢Sara棱角分明的脸，不惊艳，但是耐看。我一辈子也不会有那样的脸了，92斤的时候也是胖嘟嘟的，何况现在。
 
我最近不想家了。想得时候拼命地想，不想的时候竟然一丁点都不想了。
因为我想，一旦我离开这里，真的不知道再回来是什么时候，虽然我坚信我会再踏上这块土地。
所以，我不能把有限的时间花费在无限的想家情绪里。
 
我最近愈发觉得，我是个善良的人。
这个结论有待确认。但是基本上确定。
 

 

漫长的旅途中，听鬼佬滔滔不绝，德国城市，德国历史，打工经历，创业理想...我蜷在座位里，看树，看房子，看天，看云，看发电的大风车...直到天黑得什么都看不见...70人和80人的对话。忙碌的时候，渴望时间来思考；当大把地时间充斥在空气里，却忘记了什么是思考。
 

 

All from him is so natural,,,,eyes always make u relaxed~~he is one part of reason makes me pass test!I love him~~oh,his birthday is coming 9th Nov 3 years old ,,,Erik--Happy birthday to you!!!!! My little king~:)  miss you and best wishes!

I did spend a stressful time this week,I cant realize i did pass the test ,at that moment i was loss for words ,(moved,excited,cry.hug with my memebers,,,,,no one can feel that ),how can i do that? under lots of pressure,,,seems that its a long long road when i face this world alone ,no one reaches out a hand for you to hold, you feel like hope is gone..........

 

I think of many people my love parent, Mouse,My friends....

you will feel someting inside you, cos this is psychologic war,i can find love within myself ,the fear and emptiness i feel will disappear .

Lord knows the dreams are hard to follow,dont let anyone tear them away,,,tomorrow is another day...hold on i can do that.

 

ja,I really can face many alone even i will lose some importances i cant cry for that,anyway its gone!!! challenge and experience from life will make me stronger,so why i need cry for that? even we just be together 1 week even 1 day i will keep that day in my life forever,its a really important day for u for me ,its belongs to rightous memory,why i need cry?we'll finally see the truth.

 

Matej back from Vietnam 1st Nov seems that he really enjoy the travelling there,see ,there is one pic i really appreciate i would like to public and share with all of you,Gregor lose more wide space to enjoy the single life :) but i still can feel how happy life he has as he has Erik,,my biggest problem so far for Gregor is why dont need marry(hope Gregor forgive me to ask about this in my blog)???in many chinese minds,marry and getting certification seem formal and legal.anyway i still stand Gregor's side cos of Erik.......Erik can provid anything....

 

How about ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Marko? (when he is not busy i will ask )

 

 

oh,Matt gonna back America in a few weeks,i feel sad when i get his SMS(that day before test),but i cant do anything i need to respect his choice,we are mutual good friends.The time Matt spends with me ,he teaches me some i never realize before .Matt is very clever and he has his thougths,the shortcoming is bad memory---he's really old :) he is priciple  man,things he can not do then he wont do;sometimes makes me embarrassed.But its acceptable for me ,,cos my character causes me childish behavior sometimes. I feel mutural when i stay with Matt......its cool .

Matt has blue eyes,eyeslash is long.... many times ,i am jealous when i see his eyes.I dont know he finish rice or not really need to check ............

 

Marko 's english really better than mine, but Marko's voice aha childish ,,,one question why he always prounce "en" as "and" wrong wrong wrong!!! i mention many times!!!next time hs does again i will leave him on beach of hainan ,,,we will see how he "hainan island break":)

 

 

I ask for their permit then put  pics on my blog.Matej like travelling,maybe he will ask me to book ticket for him to visit hainan.Gregor and Erik will come together,,,very nice to meet them in the corner of this earth.

 

Anyway fun story i will tell you late.........

 

Really hard for me to pass the test (few persons know what test it is),as nervous as an ant on the hot roof,under lots of pressure,need to put whole heart into,,anyway thank god thank buddissm  I passed!!!! with high score!!!maybe lucky maybe my effort,,maybe with good psychology..i get stronger after this new challenge which make me grow up....

 

No one knows I wake up at 4 oclock and staring at the ceiling,,,,,its really long night for me in 3rd Nov.

Today is "chongyang festival",the the doubt Ninth Festival (9th day of the 9th lunar month,a festival especial for climbing moustains.

 

 

Went swimming yesterday afternoon,so sure swimming promotes heath.The temparature of water is proper .

BUT still running nose after back home......55555555

 

Swimming is my chief hobby!!!

 

As it is equoation time ,sometimes I have to work so late,so tired but achieve.I really  hope could make a worthwhile contribution of the effort of purpose.

 

The air ticket is ok,from beijing to hainan is RMB2520. and  hongkong to beijing is RMB2500.Or maybe we could be from hongkong to hainan for a short time holiday,then back Beijing work.

 

Anyway its not on occasion to talk about holiday at the moment,my biggest problem so far have been trying to do my work well,I asked Marko for his guidness it will conduct myself well in the near future.

 

The weather in Korean is not so bad,keep sunshine for a long time.In night ,its cold but feel comfortable not like the cold in beijing,makes skin sharp!!!It seems that the time in Korean seems full and colorful!!!Mouse spends his time there happily.Mouse will back from korean in Feb,we plan to back hainan to spend the spring festival together.Mum and Daddy miss us very much,no doubt they espect unity soon.

 

I dont know how about the steps for G.P.company abroad?but I am so sure everything Garfield can make well anyway he has Romano to help.Its not the time for me to own another G.P here,there's a strong competition internal,I gonna find out a way to make both companies connect well.I hope Marko can be charged in all here ,Romano gives him a hand abroad.For me ,not only in this field limited,I will expand other fields.I should be independednt especial in family finance.Kids need  enducational fee,entertainment cost,and spirit enjoyment~~before they 16 years old....will conduct children to be decent men and women.

 

Time sure flies fast.For a long period ,we get preparation for  company.The future seems optimistic but fancy.How we can handle all is more important.Financial problem is basic but not the key---Marko always tells me that.I am so sure what he said is truth.there are surely have other things more important than dollar.

 

well,really need take medicine ,,i have formmed that habit taking tablets after swimming for suck running nose.:(((

 

Fortunately,today is sunday I have enough time to rest at home .....

 

Have a great day for all of you.

Matt (chinese name : kang mo dao) a guy from America who is my chinese student and english teacher,i do appreciate him as he teaches me more,english ,life ect.That's why I would like to show his pics in my blog to share with all of you.

 

Frankly we get the same situation,we come together and help each other,we keep our good friendship forever..

Both,one from the south to North city,another from other country and live work in this strange city,we have common topics and idea. ...

 

<center>"M" is for the million things she gave me,<br>
"O" means only that she's growing old,<br>
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,<br>
"H" is for her heart of purest gold,<br>
"E" is for her eyes,with the love-light shining,<br>
"R" means right,and right she'll always be,<br>
Put them all together,they spell "MOTHER",<br>
A word that means the world to me.

 

That's why i wanna be a good wife a pefect Mother!!!!

But,,,,the time is still early for my man,he thinks.What i can do is just keep in my mind and enjoy this sweet feeling till the time comes!Anyway,I love him i dont want to give him pressure! He is the one who can go far away with me ,i trust him!He is  so afraind to lose me,but i think i wont let him lose me ~~~~~~~ can we do that? how many difficulties we will meet in the future ? is there any wrangle between us ?how we solve these problmes together?....we will fix,,we believe and trust each other ,and  love each other ,,that's enough!